I'm living in an inarticulate phase of my life. The things I'm experiencing, I just can't replicate or express with anything other than the wide range of emotions that accompany them. But I'm working on it. I have a couple drafts just sitting in my "edit posts" list waiting for me to add to them, bring them to life. Well, they may have to sit a bit longer. Because processing the last four years is a daunting task. Looking ahead to whats coming is an even bigger project.
Somehow, magically I'm enjoying it all. The girl who needed everything planned out, solidified and wrapped in a pretty little package is learning to make things happen and also allow things to happen, the latter obviously being the most difficult for me. I'm listening to music I've loved since high school and singing everyday. I'm realizing how I've grown and remembering the ways in which I will never change. It bittersweet, but mostly sweet. And by the grace of God, I've stopped fearing and begun trying, learning and growing, accepting that I too can make mistakes. What a beautiful thing.
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